Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

2010 has been wonderful! New job (aka grad school), new apartment, new city, new lots of things.

Looks like I will be going to Sweden this summer thanks to my parents! It's part of an elective course for my program...amazing...and beautiful earrings from Andre (funky silver artsy ones from Italy).

Heading to Maine for New Years to see friends and family.
Will post some pictures soon from the holiday. great time talking to friends and family far away!




Sunday, December 19, 2010

top 5

Grades are coming in. first semester of grad school complete and so far 3 A's *crossing fingers*.

5 things I have learned this semester:
1. APA style...art majors will be writing daily papers in each class, yes, that means you :)
2. boyfriend +does laundry+make dinner+daily=LOVE
3. I love my CATS (Creative Art Therapy) peeps
4. Lake effect snow=shovel!
5. heat included...does not specify temperature

I love top 5 lists, stemmed from High Fidelity, great movie, must see.

My top 5 movies of all times:
1. High Fidelity...top 5's enough said
2. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind...Clem and Joel...can't I keep just this one memory...the eraser guys are coming!
3. Fight Club...rule number 1 you don't talk about fight club
4. My Best Friends Wedding...there won't be marriage, there won't be sex...but by God there WILL be dancing!
5. Father of the Bride...don't forget to buckle your condom...the hot dog company and the bun company are putting the screws to the American people!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

More Art



Pictured to the far left is my art therapy apron, made with fabric crayons on paper and iron transferred. Inspired by Jack frost on my windshield.

On the right, my art therapy doll. Made of a wine cork, 2 types of wire, mirrors and sculpty. Of course it was suppossed to be made out of tape and I thought tape was stupid so I changed the rules, I do that a lot, not play by the rules...some things never change. :)
Finals tomorrow and Wed, then I will write more. Hello blogging friends.

Greg, enjoying the posts, hopefully the 4 of us can set up a Skype date?!

Friday, December 10, 2010

Recent Art

Some recent art projects.

The tissue box of superheroes to help you dry your tears
Superman, Spiderman, Captain Planet, Batman and Mighty Mouse



The Octopus Obsession

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

18inches

one week exactly, i hope i can make it...actually i know i will make it through, but it seems daunting. my CATs (Creative Art Therapy students) are feeling a little sad knowing we won't be seeing each other and going to class....i guess we've gotten addicted to writing papers.

i just want a tree. not sure when this will happen, i am thinking not until NEXT week, sadly.

i need to write a paper, more to come soon....so far 18inches of snow for us....and it's still snowing!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Glass Project

Painting on glass with paint markers
My Go America Design
Created for my Dad.
How does one make a flower vase masculine...
...put a FLAG on it :)

I don't think my parents blog, so hopefully this post doesn't ruin the surprise. Gearing upp to head to Augusta/Portland for Turkey Day!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Octopus Completed

Brooke and Octopus unite!

Octo-underside

My octopus art therapy hat!

So yesterday, my octopus took on a life of it's own. A long journey we have had together. Paper mache, pipe cleaners, wire, paint, puff paint, and egg carton sections.

Now onto glass, painting on glass, and painting my mask.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

4 weeks and counting...




4 weeks left until the whirlwind ends and I experience a reprieve for a few weeks that will fly by faster than I think. Classes are still going well, and I don't feel like I am going to havea breakdown yet, so this is positive news! Aiming for straight A's, but don't know what I would do with myself if I got them anyway. Still thinking about Sweden as a possibility.

6 onesies sold! Business cards made and included in the sales. Enjoying doing art, for arts sake. Deciding I do not like oil paints, the smell is awful, lightheaded and clean-up is how can I put this....annoying (to keep it PG). My latest project, a series above, I used oil paint with printing and it greatly increased cleanup and dry time. The carving/print is of my grandmother, Mimi. Printed on tissue paper, in copper/silver, and printed on fine handmade paper. All very different.

The octopus hat should be done by Friday, photos to come. A paper machie project for Art Therapy, which could be used in a therapy session as a prop or a client could use the procedure to create something of there own. This hat has taken on a life of it's own, that's for sure!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

6 years

6 years Monday, Nov 8...Dre surprised me with dinner out and a beautiful pink sweater. Tuesday, I made a steak dinner with tortellini and salad, a man's dream meal -meat and carbs and cheese! It's been a nice week, getting busier, but still making time for a little stress release/exercise. Feeling good, could be "The Firm" workout video...off to work now.

Have a wonderful day!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Early Thanksgiving

A wonderful weekend up north. A quick weekend trip, but the drive time was significantly reduced, so shorter trips are now possible. A weekend of family, good food, a fire in the fireplace from the first coffee to pjs and apple pie. Our early Thanksgiving with Steak was wonderful. We walked down to the water to take a few family photos and a few artsy photos. The flowers were from Andre and me for mom and Mimi. Reading by the fire made the work much more tolerable. Work's been steady at school and I have 6 orders for onesies! YAY! A little hobby turned profit :) Tomorrow is Dre and my 6 year anniversary...looking forward to steak when I come home from a long day and night of classes. Dre makes great meals, so a quiet evening at home with wine and a wonderful meal will be a perfect way to celebrate.

Doug- The CD was great - Dre and I love listening to it!
Gloxy - Love the photos! Keep 'em comin'!
Doe - how's my old job?
EmilyKatherine - Good luck with the job hunt
and Dre' Happy Anniversary Baby...I Love you.



Sunday, October 24, 2010

Going Pro



I am going Pro!

I have an etsy account! Check it out :)


Feel free to share, hoping to have more creations soon!

Updated to include the Octopus design...$10/piece help a starving artist :)

Much Love. Bee

Tuesday, October 19, 2010



Fly me to the moon! and let me play among the stars, let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars...dancing in the living room with my boyfriend is so romantic, even in my socks.

Life's been hairy, midterms. enough said.

grilled some amazing burgers this evening, salad with crumbly bleu and candy corn. why is it that when you move out of the state, the beer you have been drinking for years is cheaper than in where it's made. Shippy and Sea Dog $6.99, bargain prices. that alone should get you to move to NY.

perpetual headache. paper done, keep 'em coming.

spoke to a wonderfully inspiring friend today who has the strange ability to center me, make things clear and put a smile on my face. intrigued watching her life unfold and her inner self grow and morph into so many different ways. her friendship is such a gift, like so many of my friends...thank you.

random photos taken at Naz, by moi.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

week 6



well, oddly enough we have settled into a routine of eating after i get home from classes, choosing one thing to do on the weekends and homework first.

the workload has been manageable, which scares me...it's a lot but I keep signing up for more. i like the stuff though :) so far I have straight As and I would like to keep them!

Went to Bristol Mtn Sunday and looked at the changing leaves. They are still not at peak but the yellows and orange color were beautiful. A gorgeous warm Fall day. Apple picking and pumpkin picking this weekend YAY, Dre found a cool place that even has horses .

One of my best friends from college surprised us Sunday afternoon, with a txt saying I'm in town, let's hang out! So Andre, Josh and I went to dinner and picked up Nick for drinks. It was so nice to see him and Dre and Josh had fun playing pool...good times. good friends and the homework still got done!


Friday, October 8, 2010

Week 5 continues...

After many ours of homework, a graduate student decides to put a paper mache bowl on her head. You gotta have fun with the work, right? This is a work in progress (obviously). I thought I would post a picture, though, giving myself a break from the copious amounts of work I have.

Break over...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Week 5

This was my first attempt at oil painting. The application was a little thin, but I didn't really mind. I painted this at Michele and Mike's while Mike and 'Dre made dinner/watched the oven and Michele taught me oil painting. I am enjoying this painting thing, maybe you've got something there Greg! ;)

Week 5 is proving to test our knowledge of APA style, our endurance and dedication. I got it though! Got my first paper back and I got an A!

Looking forward to Thanksgiving Break, although I am not sure it will be much of a break! A few papers and projects due over the break. Not sure where we will be heading, only time will tell.


Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Week 4?????

Losing track of weeks, days, time :)

I hear this is coming in graduate school. It's amusing to me.

I feel very supported currently and have to thank my friends, family, classmates and professors for that. I also need to thank myself, although uncomfortable, I thank myself for trying hard and wanting to do well and push myself. It's hard to do that when we have so much on our plate already, o want to do more and get the most out of everything.

my diet as of late, includes coffee and flavored creamer. That's the only splurge I have been making lately, those yummy international house creamers...white chocolate mocha currently, recently pumpkin spice. flavored creamer makes me happy. since we make coffee at home, I don't feel bad about buying good creamer.

I signed up for an extra credit assignment/pilot class and am very excited about it, not about the pressure of extra work, but about pushing myself and trying to get the most out of these 2 years. only 2 of us signed up.

time to cram in some reading before my grad assistant job.

smile folks, our time is limited, why spend them with ulcers...i like my new outlook on life, don't you?

Sunday, September 26, 2010

ME!

My first self portrait (ME!), possibly ever, but definitely first in paint. I used acrylics on an 8x8 canvas board. I don't use paint. This was outside my comfort zone, but I am glad I pushed myself. I do not feel comfortable with paint and I know I need to try more of it. With that said, more pushing in the near future. I felt I needed to portray not only my self, but also my personality, hence the expression.

Art opening this afternoon: High Falls Art Gallery 3pm-6pm. I will post pictures afterwards. Friend throwing me a small reception to follow at his loft. Looking forward to it.


Thursday, September 23, 2010

week 4.

week 4.

first papers and art projects handed in, anxiously awaiting a sign, a grade, something. went on a cupcake date with a classmate and trying to pick up some everyday sign language, among other things, so we can communicate better. the readings are taking over my life. i don't know what day of the week it is and am surprised I show up to the right places on the right days. everyday blends together when it's all reading....

some big projects this week/weekend. Still treading water. my art show is Sunday. exciting and my friend is throwing me a private opening reception to follow at his loft. my life is odd and unfamiliar right now, but i like it.

things are falling into place, like Tetris, maybe i left the game on easy, or my skills are improving at navigating those moving blocks! have faith friend, you just need to navigate the blocks, don't try to get rid of them. :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Week 3

Week 3 proved to supply the most reading and assignments yet. enjoyable, interesting and i even got to get my hands dirty. still doing the homework, so this will be short!

Took a digger this afternoon, for no apparent reason except that the pavement grabbed me. totally wiped out shoulder, wrist and foot all throbbing. a good way to start the week.

made Mimi's famous zucchini dish today so we will have dinner/lunch for a few nights. i think i finally perfected it. you can't make homemade recipes healthy, the secret was in using the beef and not ground turkey...an amazing casserole with zucchini, ground beef, tomatoes, onions & green peppers...and a little melted cheese on top never hurt anyone.

Saturday eve we grilled and had a late dinner. up till 2am doing work. tomorrow's my longest day, let's hope for the best.


Wednesday, September 15, 2010

It's winter already

It feels like we went from summer to winter, so much for buying that fall jacket...but it'll save me some dough. Settling into a routine and learning so much. It's been fun, nerve-racking and sweat-provoking to practice what I read in the texts. The community service newsletter is coming along nicely and I am making many community connections which makes this place feel more like a growing nest, rather than a still clean box. Our knowledge of places and people, restaurants and parks are merging and solidifying into a semi-coherent map we call "home?"

Starting to push myself a bit and make friends with new people, so I am proud of myself of getting out of my comfort zone. It seems very uncharacteristic for me to use that phrase...proud of myself, but I am glad because that's what I am. I feel mind mind growing, my vocabulary expanding and my stressed out self giving me a break and becoming more chill and happy. i miss that carefree girl. welcome back. this was definitely a good move for me and for Dre too.

a late dinner awaits, made with love by the best boyfriend in the world, who not only cooks me dinner, but waits to eat when i get home from school. :) life is good.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

week 2

Week 2.

Week 2 is weird, given the holiday and the recent high school reunion. it was anxiety provoking, yet enjoyable and i actually rekindled some relationships. a wonderful farmer's market, wine tasting, the Bagelry (need i saw more), 2 amazing homemade breakfasts with my family, Cantina, margaritas, yummy salsa, Jreks subs!, Kelly and the drums, the angry mob aka band, bagels with Dre, Christine and Kelly at midnight, and hanging with old friends. the next one won't be so scary 'cause we decided on a 15yr reunion. everyone who worked on it did an amazing job! i think Dre enjoyed himself too. definitely some cool conversations and even bonded with some people i never even spoke to in high school, thanks to my baby who loves the art of conversation.

grad assistantship = fun, boss is SO nice and compliments my work, flexible and awesome! Making some friends, which is cool. I think my second semester we will all be pretty tight, due to the nature of the work and the small group of us.

making choices. not always easy. growing though through choices and choices not chosen. looking forward to the readings and slightly avoiding the written work due Monday, at least until tomorrow.

got a phone call today from my doctor regarding injections and a B12 deficiency. shots start tomorrow. not sure what to think yet, but at leas there is some sort of jumping off point. a nice girl in my class is experiencing many of the same health issues I am and it's comforting and so random that we paired up together on day 1.

looking forward to making brownies this weekend to bring to Dre's cousin's for dinner. mmm...brownies.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Day 1 - student-hood

I beautiful morning, strata, Hess to fill my tank and I was early. i wore my new black pencil skirt, yellow v-neck, perfect black flats and ice blue LL Bean backpack. full of excitement and nervousness. Classes were amazing and we even did art! can't get into any detail, but I was happy about my choice to go back to school.

Made a few friends (?), even had a lunch buddy! more than I expected. made some contacts and situated my schedule for the week. Looking forward to tomorrow.

A red butterfly walked with me, or maybe I followed it to a labyrinth and then I followed it back to the building my class was in. no joke, i am not sure if i was following it, or it was following me. thought of Benny, who said he's always be in butterflies. i smiled and got goosebumps. I've never seen a red butterfly before. leave it to Ben.

encountered a butterfly, toad and a deer today. the deer was male and had like 12 points, right in the middle of the road near my school and the toad was not phased at all by my presence and the butterfly seemed to be dancing with me or playing a little game.

welcomed home to a wonderful boyfriend who had cooked me a beautiful candlelit dinner, cleaned the house and had a glass of wine waiting for me. a beautiful end to a awesome day.

here's to more of the same...

Sunday, August 29, 2010

This is it.

This is it.
Everything has been building up to this very moment since last fall when I started looking at graduate programs. I don't know if I ever thought this day would come. Maybe I thought I would never do anything with my BA in art, or maybe I was scared to even think it. To think I could be happy and be getting paid for it. Don't get me wrong, my non-art jobs were happy sometimes, learning experiences sometimes and sometimes I made them artsy to satisfy my hunger. Either way, they ave made me what I am today, whatever that is :)

Today I packed up my new LL Bean backpack with Theories of Art therapy, The DSM IV, The DSM Made Easy and The Art therapist's Primer...a new chapter begins. I have opted to make my lunch in the morning and paint my nails instead. I hate soggy sandwiches. I cleaned out my desk, picked out my clothes and realized I missed Orientation. Sad, yet I had inquired multiple times and will not bring this guilt with me to school tomorrow. Three hours of ice breakers is forgivable i think.

With an empty tank of gas and a new backpack filled with lunch and large books, I shall head off to Pittsford, NY and start my next adventure into he semi-known, college student...ahem, graduate student. Thought of the many first days and last days of school this evening. My dad and I used to go to McDonald's and I would order a "greasy thing" aka hash brown and some sort of breakfast and we would sit outside on the round picnic tables and I would fret about being too early or late and pace a bit, while my dad told me I should eat before it's time to leave. No McDonald's tradition tomorrow, but my dad and I both agreed that's a good thing. Strata in the morning, homemade by yours truly today, while I had no idea Orientation was going on. At least I know what's for breakfast... I think I shall get Dre to make the coffee tomorrow as I seemed to have problems forgetting the coffee part of it, oh well, hot water anyone?


Thursday, August 26, 2010

Feeling conflicted

A short post because I don't even know what to write. I don't know exactly how I feel lately, which is why I have been struggling to find the words to describe it. I suspect it has a lot to do with classes starting Monday and my 10 year High School Reunion next weekend. No I am positive that's what it is.

Still a lot to do before Monday, but I a taking it one small task at a time. Off to move empty boxes. Something more exciting later, maybe.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Calling all artists...

you know you hit a certain level of addiction when you have an amazing experience and think..."i need to go home right now and blog this!"

i hit that level on Saturday and if I hadn't already had plans, I would have been doing just that, running right home to blog. It all began Friday after my run. I took a quick jaunt around the neighborhood; it felt good; 45minutes later, I was making myself a vegetarian burrito and reading the local free paper. Calling all artists...

Calling all artists... I want to do this. I want to try. So I immediately started planning my project idea, which turned into a 2 hour nap on our newly acquired couch (thanks Mimi). Note to self: no project planning on the couch. I quickly started trying to make up for lost time, considering my art project needed to be submitted for entry and approval in less than 48 hours. nice. I have always enjoyed working under pressure. While trying my hand at watercolor, I realized although I could successfully finish this piece, I would need more time.

Saturday was a sea of photo editing, cropping, and running around town. Enlarging photos, matting, naming and framing with an occasional snack. 5:38pm I ran into the High Falls Gallery where I went to enter my submissions. Since they close at 6pm, I wasn't doing too bad! I was nauseous all day, uncertain if my work would be selected. As I watched the words roll of the woman's tongue, these are very good and you have very good prices, a sigh of relief.
...

I have realized that waiting to be notified of selection into an art exhibition, entry into art school or being in a critique is my equivalent to a job interview. Many people close to me are interviewing right now. I have a new appreciation for the stress they must be under. I felt like my entire being, who i was, was being judged. And the worst part is that you know that you are giving your best and sometimes you don't get the bone.

But this time, I got the bone! Opening Reception of "Contrast" September 26 - High Falls Art Gallery, Rochester, NY. 3 pieces, one me.

Friday, August 20, 2010

crunch time!

Found myself restless last night and unable to sleep consecutive periods of time. Taking advantage of the day by cleaning, yes actually cleaning, unpacking, organizing and possibly using a screwdriver...just call me Ms fix it.

Pleased with my progress and looking forward to getting things in running order for he school year. got lost in the underground tunnels yesterday, oddly enough I thought I was headed to the pool...reminds me of the joke kids used to play on Freshman in High School.

My brother and I devoured some Abbott's custards last night, complete with a waffle bowl! mmm...

So much to do...but with a clear head we'll take it one box at a time. :)


Thursday, August 19, 2010

yesterday was a wash....literally

today is here.

yesterday was full of surprises and stress. i handled it better than usual, but was not impressed by the day overall. First, my phone crapped out and when you have a smart phone, that's like someone blind folding you and saying here's the world, go at it! Fumbled around until the evening hours, disconnected from the world i once knew and most of the people i know and love. i also lacked the use of my phone/gps function...ouch!

my friend tried to cheer me up by promising a drink and lunch, which was lovely, but i proceeded to leave it on the roof of my car when i drove away, unknowing until the late evening.

to save money, my friend offered up his laundry at his new apartment. excited to be chill and enjo free laundry i took him up on it, as he was going out anyway. after 2 loads, on the 3rd, i hear a bell ringing...the doorbell. the maintenance-looking man who is apparently the neighbor informed me of the obscene amounts of water outside in the hall and was i aware of it? why no, i was not. thank you for letting me know, i'm doing laundry, do you think it could be that??? My friend took the new moat he had to cross over to enter his brand new apartment quite well. I felt awfull and the landlord wasn't taking calls. come to find out it was hooked up wrong and not my fault. still feel awful about it, but at least it wasn't IN his apartment.

starting a diet today, not for weight-loss, for feeling better, nervous, it will be hard, i've done it before and it is very restricting, but my body might feel better. great...no sugar, condiments, yeast, wheat, or alcohol...or fruit...sounds fun huh!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

less than 2 weeks...

Less than 2 weeks until classes and my excitement is laced with nerves and tears. First visit to Naz as a resident of NY, well not according to the DMV, but as far as the postal service is concerned, we live in NYState.

You can accomplish a lot when you are organized. I got my books, went to Financial Aid and they will reimburse me next week, met my new boss, took care of my parking, security keychain and student ID card. Can I tell you how weird it is to have a student ID card again. I am excied about the discounts at movies, events, etc, even if it is only a few dollars. I introduce myself as a graduate student, from Maine. My prior self was from NY, upstate, not NYC, and I worked for the Federal Government.

enjoying Rochester, but things are quiet at night, even in the daytime. I guess I could put music on or soething, but it's not the same. *miss you* meeting some nice people and might join a group of girls who enjoy community service and organizing events. also interested in an art co-op! Of course classes and my grad assistanceship comes first. So some of these ideas might have to wait a semester.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

week 1 in my new hometown

sometimes changes can be so overwhelming you don't know where to begin, even when the goodbyes are done the focus is still in the past. seeing all of your possessions in monotone cardboard boxes of varying sizes makes you wonder, what's inside? do I need that anymore, since I have been functioning without it for days, and finally where's the match?! i think i said that numerous times this move, where's the match? even after giving away our couch, TV, and grill, among other last minute dismissals, there was still too much for the U-haul. I knew it wouldn't be big enough when we ordered it. Sometimes it sucks to be right :)

currently co-habitating with ants. at least they know enough not to go into he bedroom. apparently they like the raid ant traps, possibly have built up a sort of immunity or acquired taste for it, however they are less numerous, yet even upsetting.

I have been sharing a bed with a "Bear," a giant bear that Dre won for me at Old Orchard Beach, complete with sand. I assuming it's him, as I wake up in a small pile of it each morning. If it's coming from me, we've got problems.

3 weeks until classes begin. I still need to setup my parking, ID card, graduate assistance-ship and safety key chain. A trip to school is in order this week!

must go be productive, not just creatively, but physically.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Duchess

Duchess...our bunny girl...has a new home.

Last night, Sheila came to pick her up in a torrential downpour. Duchess and I played a lot this week and we spoiled her with treats and fresh veggies. Every time I looked at her I cried, a few times uncontrollably. Last night I held it together until the front door closed and then head buried in Dre's shirt, I made a snot rag out of his polo. Duchess will be living with 12 other bunny-sisters and brothers. She will be spoiled rotten, as Sheila has invested in heated water dishes and she will get to run around all the time without any cage-time. I couldn't ask for a better person to adopt her :) I knew Sheila would be a great when she sent me photos of her bunnies and where Duchess would be living. She even promised to send me photos of Duchess, just as soon as she takes them :) Sheila even offered for us to visit if we like. She's perfect!

Changes...
I will post photos soon. Duchess we will always love you, even if you live somewhere else.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Dear 20 year old self...

Dear 20 year old self,

What would I do differently? Nothing really. You really learn best from experience, sorry, but that won't change.

Try not to cry so easily or worry what other people think.

Phrases you will become quite familiar with:
"Can I get that in writing?"
"I'm sorry you feel that way."
"This too shall pass."

Don't drink gin. Don't move out of state for a 50 cent pay raise. And the 10% discount isn't worth opening another credit card.

Follow your heart and your gut. And give second chances, but thirds.

And lastly, the dishes can wait. Have fun!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Tomorrow

Tomorrow. Full of expectations, smiles, promise, sunshine, new perspectives, hope, laughter, smoked salmon on an English muffin with chive cream cheese, capers and onion, and best of all you will be there.



My quote of the day: "Anyone can be interesting for 2 minutes."

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Super Size Me

Finally watched Super Size Me directed by and starring Morgan Spurlock; couldn't help but make a trip to the Golden Arches to follow. I know it should have inspired me, but really, it made me crave the nuggets, the mystery meat. Surprisingly, the nuggets are only about 200 calories, so I didn't feel too guilty eating all 6. Although, I don't think I could eat Mccy D's everyday, let alone 3 times a day for a month, one box of chicken love won't put me over the edge. I would definitely recommend this documentary, followed by a Big Mac.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

quick study break

so a quick study break from Psychology of Learning, my one class I am taking at USM. it was harder than anticipated and thus, much studying has been occurring, as of late. Tuesday is the final and I NEED a good grade. will be staked out here until they close at midnight, then tomorrow another camp out and Tuesday will consist of studying and then group studying before the exam.

frustrated, nervous, but i am learning and retaining information...it's a process.

back to it...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Update

It's been awhile friend. So much has happened.

Things are looking up. Trying to focus on the quality of each day in my life. I feel like I have put a lot of things into perspective in the last 9 months, possibly even 2 years. I have learned life lessons I would have rather'd not, yet with each one comes wisdom, growth and choices. I have definitely learned a lot! With that said, I have promised myself to look to the future and focus on what I can change and the little gifts I have each day.

A supportive and loving family, boyfriend, and friends, nice clean sheets, a pay check, going to the farmer's market (what a find! Thanks Allison), kickboxing, a season of Bones on DVR, Saturdays together, laundry clean, folded and put away, a home cooked meal, cheesy potatoes, babies, and keeping in touch, even if sparingly.

I am happy, despite some challenges, I wouldn't change a thing.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

letting it all out

so day 3 back from vay-cay. interesting. it's always something and i am tired of playing. still feeling like a shell, but it's protection, nothing more. requesting transcripts tonight via Kinko's and feeling like things could fall into place for me. recommenders have already/started/finished with my letters. i love them. it's so great to have people in your life that want you to do well.

OK so I am putting myself out there and hoping for good vibes...i am applying to a joint program in art and design through northeastern and the school of the museum of fine arts in Boston:
http://www.northeastern.edu/gradstudies/
http://www.smfa.edu/

and...an art therapy program at Nazareth College in Rochester NY:
http://www.naz.edu/dept/grad_studies/

the good old boys club at la casa de trabajar is killing me. think i am taking it better but am not interested in playing ball and weaving their web. think i even pulled the rug out from giraffe man today. you can't expect me to do yoga when you have the memory of a bat and the flexibility of a chicken bone.

trying to be chill for everyone in my life and me as well. loving going to my trainer. go splurge! best $ i have spent in a long time to almost throw up and barely walk.

time to see a few amigos at amigos now, but first, let us not forget to fax those transcript requests! my ticket to freedom and hopefully a journey of happiness.

Monday, January 4, 2010

2010

more than a month since I last reported. crazy busy with art school apps. yep i am trying to get in despite all of the obstacles. all my slides still need to be scanned, the scanner was incompatible and now that's it's hooked up to 'Dre's beast of a computer, the color is all off. I am afraid to alter them for sake of being disqualified. i shall try my old scanner tonight and otherwise i will go gay $40 and have photo market steal my hard earned money.

waiting for responses from recommenders.....wish me luck.

working on personal statemnt, artist statement, and actual application as well as slide list and slide powerpoint!

but first, off to the gym to work with my personal trainer. possibly the best money i have spent in a long time!